To give you a "Readers Digest" condensed version of what and where we are........ The few weeks that have passed since our last post.... Carley has gone out and met two different men. One of the men was introduced to us by a friend as a possible player/bull. The lunch that ensued with him and Carley from what I can tell was going great; he looked and held himself in all the right ways....... however during conversation it was admitted that he was bisexual and had been with other men in the past.
- Honesty must be a part of this entire process as we interact with everyone.
- We do NOT want a bisexual bull.
- There would be no true humiliation of me if I were forced to clean a bi (guy) who wanted to do the same.
- There is nothing wrong in taking ones time and listening.
- Though the steps are slow its not as difficult as long as everyone is communicating.
The second man that Carley has seen is the same "Cowboy" type that we had talked about earlier. I have to admit that this guy has scared me all along. He is her "type". This is the guy who I am not been given permission to mention his name... so I won't here. (She disciplines me hard when I do). But she does allow me to refer to him in conversation as "Sir Cowboy".
Facts about Sir Cowboy and Carley:
- Obviously attracted to each other
- Have met at the same local bar 4-5 times now
- Have had conversation that she is married and is married to a sub (doesn't know he is a bull yet)
- Have danced numerous times
- He has felt the inside of her pants/hip.
- He has kissed the top of her right breast.
- They have on more than one occasion had deep passionate kisses.
- Innuendo in conversation that they will have sex.
- When I have gone done on her lately, 3 times she talks about him and its the first time she has ever squirted/cum in my mouth. Very strong orgasms.
- She said that I had to be not only her bitch but his.
- He called her on her cell phone while she was at home Monday.
What is most amazing is how she has become such an expert at cuckoldry. Sir Cowboy has been one that I had felt most intimidated by and fearful of. But she has me almost begging her to talk about him or bring him up in conversation.
Lastly the Orgasm denial has been a great learning curve. Never thought I could go 4-5 days or a week. I had done both prior...................Right now I am looking forward to Friday when I get to cum. It will have been 25 days since I came last!!!!
In closing I must let everyone know that away from the sexual desires and tensions.... My love of my wife is much more deeper than ever. My appreciation of all the things she has been in the past for me is heightened and my desire to give her everything is compounded.
I love you baby!!